The love I have for life

Mesmerized by the one I saw,

I kept walking on the walkway along.

I looked towards the more blessed

To learn how I am not.

It always looked greener ,

And it always looked brighter..Oh’ dear

Subdued emotions still let me live,

Though every pebble I moved still seemed a rock.

Every emotion seemed heavy,

With every hour and second passing by the clock.

Inspired by the virtues of love,

I began a journey of pain .

I rolled beneath the lovely looking sky,

Deceiving the thorns below my bed .

I began with the little, the little I had known.

Don’t believe I am still afraid of the unknown.

The quest and the quench is ever lasting,

I will still try to walk no matter how many times I fall.

This time not mesmerized by the one I saw, but for the love I have for life

You tried to loosen up without having any ties

You tried to loosen up, until you got really tied,

Until you got tangled more, because you tried really hard

The bonding’s of unknown, with no space for the ones actually known,

The ones who are sitting next to you always got a frown.

  

The more you tried to get unstrained, the more you got closed in the trail

Farther from the real world and closer to the destinations you have never made

Working clumsily in your life, you tried all modern and the older styles.

Struggling in the haze and snuggling everything you meet on your ways

  

Not judging your means and how you have lived your life

With so much I shared with you and so much I had cared

You kept testing everyone around with no reasons you dared

While you thought you are unbinding you actually tied yourself back

For me it had been different as I have been much more alive

Realizing the fun of being tied is different from the freedom of skies.

Having learned to try all ways despite restraints around

Still learning to stay calm in those trembling and moving surround.

Not trying to unwind, not trying it really hard

I haven’t got wasted like you and neither have I cried  

Staying more surprised though staying a little shied

You realized it right; I am keeping myself tied and still staying alive

If it was not for you

If it was not for you, I would be still smiling

I would have been in air

I would have been struggling,

I would have still searched for my life.

If it was not for you I would have never known love.

I would have got framed and fooled,

I might have got duped and blamed,

I would have still searched for my soul.

If it was not for you, I would have felt overwhelmed.

I would have been satisfied and happy.

I would have felt I am lucky,

I would have skied in the sky like a innocent butterfly.

If it was not you, I would have never known you

Never realized that I miss you

Never realized that I can’t have you

Never felt that I cannot smile again the same way.

If it was not for you, I would be still smiling...

Its all about her and only her

Matters of heart are seen with a slightest regard,
She meets and departs, she loves and forgets.
She finds new people and burry the old.
She sings and dances after breaking every heart.

With a soothing tune, in a bright full moon,
She looks lovely wearing that sparkling smile.
Some day I fell for her in the similar way,
Here she is with some one new, left me with nothing to say.

She asked me to let loose, or give her some space.
I held her tighter and tighter, to have her more close.
Never knew that the warmth will turn into suffocation,
And my love for her would turn into obsession.

There she goes living in her own fancies,
She decides whom to love and who will be her foes.
She is free to smile and have anyone on her toes,
Still not knowing how many like me are living in woes.

It’s the same,just in a new way

Its not the little things which make me upset,
It’s the way you made them look so big.
When I think about the days we spent together,
Everything seems lovely and everything looks green.

I am not upset because you changed,
but I wonder how so quickly.
I have been insane, but I have still been the same.
I wonder when did you turn so inane.

It is the beauty of nature, when you look back,
You find it so much similar and you much known.
It is only the actors who change,
The story is the same,
Some filled with love and some filled with pain.

I am within you

From the facsimile of delight, here I am with little light.
From the background of darkness and the mammoth of silence,
Here I am to outshine.

I am not outer side of your shadow you see,
I just outgrew from the darkness to the light.
From whispers of the bounded, to the passion of freedom,
I am not the gloried master but the the slave who fought hard.

I am not your master nor am i the slave
I am you, who is hidden underneath self.
I am you, who is sleeping inside you.
The one whom you never saw , the one whom you never desired.


From the pain of of your agony and the want to be free.
from the willingness to step up and desire to rise.
you will have to push me a little more beyond your own ego of self.
Because, I am the lone soul going to be with you in this journey of life.